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- July 7, 2022
Parmatmana was born in October 1967 in Delhi, his old name is Vipin, whom the whole world knows today as Parmatmana. Parmatmana always believed from the very beginning that one who is really thirsty always digs his well in some way or howsoever. With this idea, Parmatmana stepped into the field of his business in 1989. From the very beginning, Parmatmana was a man of struggle, that’s why Parmatmana earned a lot of money in the field of business and at the same time he went on helping the needy people financially.
Parmatmana has always been a simple and noble person. Parmatmana kept believing that whoever wants to achieve anything here, he himself has to achieve the goals by walking on his own feet, whether it is business or religion.
From 1989 to 1997, Parmatmana ran a factory manufacturing a TV set and then entered the service industry. Parmatmana was serving people to clean the outer facia outside the shops and factories.
Since Parmatmana was a man of struggle from the beginning, so soon after coming into this business, within a few months, Parmatmana increased this business a lot and expanded his work in Delhi and the surrounding area.
Parmatmana’s business which started with a few pennies was now generating lakhs of rupees per month. Parmatmana had a passion for living a luxurious life from the very beginning, so Parmatmana kept five Luxurious cars for himself and at the same time he was thirsty for religion. Parmatmana always evaluates certain questions and wanted to make adjustments to get to the heart of what you want to know? Who is God after all? Is God the Truth? What is the main purpose of life? What is the relation of God to us?
Due to all this, Parmatmana also started the Hare Krishna movement around the year 1995 and spent 18-20 years there, where did a guru say to chant 16 rounds there and Parmatmana did 108 rounds daily. Where did someone tell to observe Ekadashi fast, then Parmatmana gave up cereal food for 5 years and fasted.
But is it well known that such folly does not lead to a realization of the truth about God or life?
God is far away from these follies. This act has become the cost of attaining God / the Truth/ the Supreme Soul. And God / the Truth/ the Supreme Soul is priceless. Well, as the Mahatma used to tell the foolish act, so the Parmatmana used to do it. He also built a big house to live in Vrindavan, did parikramas, did bathing in the Ganges thousands of times. The thirst was not quenched but kept on increasing. Hare Krishna movement used to take donations in the name of religion. They usually added people to their crowd, expanded their circle, and showed the world and they did not even have ordinary water to quench the thirst.
Life went on like this, money was increasing from business and the desire for religion was growing inside. The inner loneliness was being tormented because of the desire to attain the truth. Such days were passing that suddenly Parmatmana got an Aghori, his name was Dineshanand. He used to say that he has done the tantra rituals in the cremation ground and he can help Parmatmana to get the realization of God / truth. The one who is really thirsty has no choice, either to die of thirst or to die digging wells from place to place. Death is certain. There is a well ahead and a ditch behind.
Well, Parmatmana again turned towards digging a new well and went again in search of God/truth and grabbed the hand of that Aghori. Be with him, Parmatmana learned many types of sadhna but all in vain. If you found God at any cost, everyone would have got it. But still, a path cannot be assessed in a year whether it is correct or not. In today’s society, all of you are not able to assess even after spending your whole life. From 10 years you started chanting “Rama Rama” or “Allah Allah.” Today you are 80 – 90 years old and still cannot understand whether this act is right or wrong & what is its result. Parmatmana also thought that at least 3 to 4 years observation must be done. But Parmatmana did not get the truth from the people of Hare Krishna, nor did he have self-realization, after all it will happen somewhere.
While living with the Aghori for some time, Parmatmana came to know that Aghori is a poor man who does not even have arrangements for his own food, he lived on his wife’s income, and he asked Parmatmana for his daily food ration arrangement. Aghori was associated with Parmatmana for the arrangement of the family and the marriage of his daughter. Aghori was no longer concerned with religion/God/self-realization.
After some time, when there was discussion about the marriage of that Aghori’s daughter, removing his all worries, Parmatmana took all the responsibility of the expenses on his shoulders. But within 3 – 4 years, Parmatmana came to know that the poor person is containing nothing from both inside and outside i.e., even from wealth and self-realization.
Only then Parmatmana came to know many things that those Aghori used to wear religious clothes only to rob the people of money, as all the Mahatmas are doing in today’s society. He had no knowledge about religion and God at all. It was also seen to the divine that that Aghori had learned some wonderful actions to show miracles, by showing which he earns the expenses of his house, he had learned all these activities from his foolish Guru Nikhilshanand. Later on searching, Parmatmana, also comes to know that his Guru and his three sons also do the same thing and rob people’s money by fooling them by running a fear shop named Bhoot and Pret.
Sitting on the edge, he was thinking that as if he got out of this race and it could be that God would not exist at all, or else he would have died.
Well, Parmatmana move ahead from there too! Now the evening of life had taken a turn and even Parmatmana got tired of running in the race to find God. Sitting on the shore he was thinking that he got out of this race and it could be that God would not exist at all, or would have ever died before. After all, sitting alone on the banks of the rivers, in the gardens, near the trees, among the birds, a new incident happened one day that nature which seemed dead to Parmatmana before, today that nature has become alive. Parmatmana saw that everything is dancing like trees & plants, flowers, leaves, grass, etc., and all-around smiles and happiness spread like waves in the consciousness.
The crow which was making noise till yesterday is singing the sound of Vedas, and the dog which was barking till yesterday is playing the drum to welcome God. All the living beings like animals, birds, & insects, trees were swinging & singing and welcoming by standing in front of God. Parmatmana looked all around, today the life around had changed. According to Parmatmana’s age, the evening of life had set, but in the same evening the sun within Parmatmana had risen. On one side it was evening and on the other side a morning which was never going to set, today that morning came again as a new God, the God whom Parmatmana was looking for since birth, the God was dancing standing in front of the flowers, in the thorns, in the trees, in the grass, in the dry leaves, in the crow, and in the cuckoo! All of them were dancing and expressing their gratitude for their lives in front of this supreme soul.
Parmatmana also experienced his awakening after seeing all those awakened, that God who is pounding in everyone, is also pounding in me, that the supreme soul whom Parmatmana was searching till today in the idols of dead soil or were doing a foolish fantasy of looking into meditation with eyes closed. That life is contained in me and in the whole creation, that life which is throbbing in me and in this infinite vast, that life is the truth, God exists. That opulence that is described in the scriptures, that opulence is scattered all around. Parmatmana realized his own stupidity today that what mistake he was doing, the life that is beating inside; Under the influence of the words of others, Parmatmana was looking for him outside.
